xXxLostGirlxXX

If I could have one "do over" in life, I would focus more on art. I would play more instruments and paint more pictures. I would audition for the school of the arts when my mother told me too. I would have said "Yes" when my best friend asked me out before we went to different high schools. I would have gone on senior trip. I would have kissed my grandfather during his funeral and told my grandmother that I loved her more. I can't take things like this back. I can only wish that I did. If I could have one "do over" in life, I would never let my fears hold me back. I would listen to advise from adults more frequently. I would love my friends,

    Less than 1 minute ago, I really wanted to split flesh and crack skulls. I really wanted to kill. I wanted blood everywhere. But now, instead of the feeling going away, I can feel it boiling in my gut. I still want to kill, I still want him dead. And If I have to, I will get someone else to do it.    So, I need to calm the fuck down. Seriously, calm down and contemplate life, the good parts of life. I think I can do it. Calm the fuck down. Inhale. Exhale. I'm calm. I think...    But now, I have to forgive. I really don't want to, but I have to. I need patience, it was my fault, my lack of patience will make me stab a bitch. It's not t

Someone please teach this poor soul how to make links in descriptions. It will make everything easier. :) Thank you.